April 23, 2014
Oh, you ask me. How is it to feel the extreme highs and the deepest lows. A sense of euphoria, natural inspiration, energy, abounding love, without the substances. A stab, In the heart, worst, in the soul, is bearable. But the dark times emerge In a state a lonely state of a silent whisper A state of numb and for days, weeks, months, you feel absolutely nothing. To feel or not to feel. Is that a question? Balance is boring Stability feels like a cancer growing and eating away my soul. My personal definition of ‘ALIVE’ must be different from most others. to breathe, eat, sleep to drink, be merry and be happy to serve, inspire and change are all valid. Yet, I am forever stuck in my head ideas are imprisoned in themselves until it comes out in a form of an unstoppable energy flow for days, i work, sleepless nights and before anything materializes, the Burn, it comes. I collapse in to another world. It is dark. and the cycle of polar opposites wait. paused. like a cassette on repeat.
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